hello and welcome

it's all about me

Joohniam Lew Jun Hui.
14August'90
18+ years old
Simei ITE
Xiia0lam3r^.^ !
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Msn: iamjoohniam@hotmail.com


How do we remember?
Is the brain a jar that holds our memories?
Then when we die, does the jar break?
Are our memories spilled on the ground and lost?
Or is the brain a map that leads down twisted paths and into hidden corners?

Then when we die, the map is lost but perhaps some explorer could wander through that strange landscape and find out the hiding places of our misplaced memories. I guess it was never meant to be...But just something we have no control over....and that's what destiny really is I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see. The strength that I will never be able to say.

I love when the sky is gray. When the dawn paints the roofs of the buildings and the sun is still hiding. The city is ours then. Right before everyone takes over, right when everyone is still sleeping. It’s hard to notice that it’s so cold when it’s this pretty.

I've been nothing but myself since the day I was born, and if you can't see that it's your failing, not mine.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Sorri hunks and babes...i am workin till late at nite so its too tirin for me to blog and i gt nth much to blog abt so stay tune...i will sure blog de..Take kiare

7:22 AM

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Met her today again...and i guess it will be the last time i meet her le...
a last hug was requested by her...and i left to work feelin veri tired and abit ill...
Take kiare ba...

Lovin u is wat i chose
Carin for u is wat i chose
everything are choosen by me...
its too late to regret...
hurtin me deeply was wat euu did...
i jus donno which step should i walk or still standin there still...
bt don ever forget i will still move on real soon...
and once i moved off...
nth can make me go back to tat old spot...
tats wat i wanna say
take kiare

11:38 PM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Met princess today at 2 bus-ed her home
walk-ed her home
then bus-ed to work..
While workin keep missin her...
i jus cant forgot wat had happen jus nw..
i feel so MINE!!
bt the feelin jus come and go at 11.30pm till nw i am bloggin
jus feel so...confused...down...sad...??
then when workin saw xiiaotears , regina &co!!
shuan & co!! haha all frm simei ite de then treat them free ride on the ferris whell cause i at tat station today ma..haha its quite a long and tirin day today i can say tat...

We are here to face prob and chose our own path in life

12:02 AM

Monday, September 15, 2008

Things started to changed..
Met princess today then bus-ed her home..
then bus-ed to compass starbucks chit chat..
then home swit home...

Princess i really miss ur cheeky and blushy look..
it melts my heart
bt i am real confuse abt ur stuff..
miss u lik crazy wat abt u missin me or tat guy?



Edit-ed 09.06pm
things i don wanna it to happen it had happened...losin trust?u told me tat...it will take a log time to be regain-ed...nw i ask u tis questions whose trust need a longer time to be regain-ed?

7:12 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Princess,
Why are you the one i miss nw?
Why why can you pls tell me why??haha

11:28 PM

Monday, September 8, 2008

Wat are promises?Are they really meant to be broken..why it will become lik tis?
Hope tat she is nt tat *#$% who see $$ and go out wit who de ba...take care my bro its dangerous a lil warnin to u..

9:15 AM

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Thurs :
went for xam and went home change and meet des,cheng,jason,ken,chee how and kim at tam inter went to bugis play arcade haha ltr there will be pics to go along...
Went to ktv with them haha..so funny lo sang song...afttat mr benny and co' come and we were lik stop singing liao..ok nvm 3+cabbed home...


Fri:
work-in frm 3.30 - 10..so fun lo evrytime i work gt cute kids playin wit me de...hope everyday i work can meet more frenly and cute kids ba^.^

Sat:
Went ssdc for my e trail haha guess wat i gt full marks can...bt its e trail prayin hard tat on my BTT day i oso can get good results^^..
XiaoB and jon called ask me to go bugis play pool..then wo jiu on them lo haha...is lik if i gt nth on i will be veri steady de...bt 1 impt thing la don go out without ani plan i hated it to the CORE!!!!!!!haha...reach at 5plus went fusion meet xiiaoB and Eugene..saw tat counter girl tat john wanna noe de haha i help him ask for num again bt still fail...then we pool-ed till 8+ mag came to work at 8...aft tat went to the washrm when we were abt to leave saw tat girl so we chat awhile lo...then i tot of a idea to intro everyone of us to her..haha clever rite..i told john slowly make frenz first then will get number if she feel comfortable..then went mac..arcade awhile..and saw james chatted awhile jiu bus-ed home...reach home online awhile called a fren and chat..haha tats all...today i will be wrkin again...goin to prepared le take kiare peeps


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12:08 PM

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