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it's all about me

Joohniam Lew Jun Hui.
14August'90
18+ years old
Simei ITE
Xiia0lam3r^.^ !
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How do we remember?
Is the brain a jar that holds our memories?
Then when we die, does the jar break?
Are our memories spilled on the ground and lost?
Or is the brain a map that leads down twisted paths and into hidden corners?

Then when we die, the map is lost but perhaps some explorer could wander through that strange landscape and find out the hiding places of our misplaced memories. I guess it was never meant to be...But just something we have no control over....and that's what destiny really is I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see. The strength that I will never be able to say.

I love when the sky is gray. When the dawn paints the roofs of the buildings and the sun is still hiding. The city is ours then. Right before everyone takes over, right when everyone is still sleeping. It’s hard to notice that it’s so cold when it’s this pretty.

I've been nothing but myself since the day I was born, and if you can't see that it's your failing, not mine.

Monday, August 25, 2008

THATS MY TAROT CARD!!

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

6:11 PM

Sunday, August 24, 2008

COPY FRM NICA

Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. And as we grow up,
we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will.

It made me wonder how many times we forgive just because we don't want to lose someone, even if they don't deserve our forgiveness. Maybe part of loving is learning to let go.

With equal passion, I have wished to understand the hearts of people around me. I have wished to know why the stars shine. Maybe one day, someone would answer the questions of the heart.

Yours truly, Nica ♥

10:14 AM

Saturday, August 9, 2008

its quite been a long time i nvr blog haha...

jus mak it a short 1,

Mon when out wit rap at first is wanna go play guitar de bt rap wanna go take his pay so i acc him lo...ordered a fruity cola at first rap jiu ask wanna dine in nt then i gt spare cash so eat there lo ordered a steak chat awhile he ordered red wine haha...so drink lo...reach home around 11 plus cab home wit jt

tues aft sch go home changed and meet baby so walk walk slack slack awhile jiu go home le....

wed went raps birthday party talk cock haf fun wit john,ryan & co play blind mice ice and water crocodile and ....till 10plus jiu bus-ed home

thurs 11plus jiu release liao bus-ed down to rp meet baby cindy &co and went to cwp for Money no enough 2 haha so funny can cindy teared!!!Ahlian TEARED because the story line super sad?!! haha...seriously the show wasn't bad haha very entertainin haha bt something irriatin happen and i don wanna say its lik so malu can i hate doin paiseh de things la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BABY don ever do it again le ok...

Fri 5 plus wake up pack my stuf go go malaysia le...reach liao booked le jiu pei my sis play and shop whole day lo...play arcade then bowled then go playin flyin coaster haha...at nite tried to call baby bt she nvr pick then nvm haha went to watch dreamZz a magic show can say ahah then afttat tried callin baby again haha and its lik miricle she hasn't slp its lik 1030++ then baby was lik !!!happy dao bao when she hear my phonecall..haha so kuku and cute can baby i miss euu lotx lo...now i on9 euu nt on9!!!sadded

today wake up at 7+ pei ah ma go eaqt breakfast aft tat jiu arcade al the way...spend alot of money sia...!!then left 100+ jiu bo bian come down starbucks use internet haha maybe goin billard liao haha aft awhile more when i finish my hot chocolate haha quite chillin here haha ok la blog till here ba...


Baby i miss euu x10000000000000000haha yao bao liao lo....
take kiare guys will blog "soon"haha
Btw

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!

12:42 PM

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