hello and welcome
it's all about me
Joohniam Lew Jun Hui.14August'90
18+ years old
Simei ITE
Xiia0lam3r^.^ !
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Msn: iamjoohniam@hotmail.com
How do we remember?
Is the brain a jar that holds our memories?
Then when we die, does the jar break?
Are our memories spilled on the ground and lost?
Or is the brain a map that leads down twisted paths and into hidden corners?
Then when we die, the map is lost but perhaps some explorer could wander through that strange landscape and find out the hiding places of our misplaced memories. I guess it was never meant to be...But just something we have no control over....and that's what destiny really is I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see. The strength that I will never be able to say.
I love when the sky is gray. When the dawn paints the roofs of the buildings and the sun is still hiding. The city is ours then. Right before everyone takes over, right when everyone is still sleeping. It’s hard to notice that it’s so cold when it’s this pretty.
I've been nothing but myself since the day I was born, and if you can't see that it's your failing, not mine.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
went to my hot and spicy's birthday haha...left home around 12 plus..at first goin meet des bt he say he scare ah ken they all jio him go gym scare ps me so in the end nvm meet him...called john and met him at his house slack awhile took 53 to pasir ris...called my spicy and tell her i goin over le and ask where is she...and they say they are lookin for their pit...reach-ed Dwntown went AXS check wheres their pit and guess wat i reach the pit area i saw hottie stugglin wit her frens push the food and stuff...and the funniest thing is they had been lookin for their pit frm 4+till i reach lo..haha so kuku...bt bobian they are my Hot and spicy burger haha...reach their pits start fire and there starts the bbq...saw alot of ppl and made alot of frensat first i go down tot super sian de cause i onli noe my hot and spicy and tiffi nia bt afttatalot of ppl came...louise and the guy forgot his name liao...both frm simei de...then saw cathy,xiiaoHAN,egg,yue bing and alot more la..slack till 11plus BBQ,Drink abit and kuku around haha..then guess wat at bus stop saw sharon and her bf...then bus-ed home...before i go their BBQ baby fight wit me sia...sad haizZz sorry la baby don angry liao k...love you la...guess she is slping nw... gdnite all tomolo still haf to go carey and kian's BBQ grrh tired sia...hahaHAPPY BIRTHDAY HOT AND SPICY IN ADVANCE^.^
12:48 AM
Friday, July 25, 2008
i'm here to blog again le...haha release sch at 11...bus-ed back home and buy mummy a packet of noodle and head-ed to compass cause baby goin back sch take testi so she meet me lo...1.30 took 161 bus-ed back woodlands then took 169 back to rp...was slackin at emo corner haha...so kuku lo..everytime baby come out will bring different frenz out de...ah lian cam and 1 more i forgot her name le bt nvm...wait webcam wit her did alot of kuku stuff and i hope she will nt blog abt it...bt i don tink she will stop disturbin me...she sure will blog de lo..bt nvm she happi jiu hao...wait till 4 plus baby release liao...then ah lian sibei funny can keep disturb me kick me throw her slippers at me...then bobian lo she wannna disturb me ma...so play-ed wit her lo..hope baby wont jealous..^^haha i disturb ur fren to entertain u k...hahaok nvm aft tat walked to cwp bus-ed back sk... eat at kfc jiu Lrt back her...Baby there will always be a weird feelin when u nt by my side or goin home..jus too afraid tat i wont see euu again sobsob...missin u so much nw
love you baby("v")
7:31 PM
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Cant really slp well cause tinkin of things tat happen ytd...then sms baby she nt awake yet or donno why la...she jus don haf the habit to sms me when she is awake..ok nvm chat wit her on the phone frm she reach compass till woodland then her sch and chatted till her lesson start its lik no difference frm sendin her to sch rite..Met baby jus nw...She is ill-ed she keep on sayin she haf a bad headache and i was so worried for her promise her tat i will buy her panadol when i meet her...aft sch rush to Rp meet baby...wait for her to release jiu go and meet kel and co...at libary Pool-ed wit Dolly..then headed to koufu haha...Violet came disturb her abt des then bus-ed home wit baby le....Btw sorry kell at first ya i don wan her to go for trainin cause shes ill bt she insist tat she wanna go....bt last minute is she sian half tats why nvr go nt my fault really don be angry wit me and her la...sorri^.^ smile....
Baby must take kiare of urself leh...i nt always by ur side de leh baby don make me worry k ^.^ smile
I love you
U love me
We're as happy
As can be
Most people can see
How you feel with me
You drive me crazy
I must see you daily
i even dream abt u nitely
i hope i am
Your lovely Baby!
8:38 PM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
So tired nw...bt i jus cant rest...baby will things turn out to be wat we don wanna be turned into...??why when u settled down le tis kind of things happen??Baby I love euu muack
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i jus feel so useless when baby euu are in deep shit i am nt there to pei u solve ur probs..sobsob wat a useless bf am i...i am so helpless...i donno hw u are euu...wat kind of stress u are holdin nw i jus noe nth..
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9:01 PM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Today per normal meet baby sent her to sch then jiu bus-ed to sch le lo..haha baby starts to miss me every moment le haha..today baby nt feelin well lo...worried for her keep remindin her to drink hot drinks she jus wont listen to me..bt nvm meetin her aft sch ma...went home bath-ed jiu bus-ed down Rp le...reach liao baby still slowly walk frm sch to cp lo...walk to the open field and meet her its easy to spot her u noe why??Lime green lappy case haha..Saw Ah lian camilia and afew other fren of baby..aft her frenz left we when slackin took quite alot of pics then walk back Rp for Cup noodles then i did a clumsy thing...i scalded my hand..super pain sia then i told baby u noe wat she react.."WA pain or nt...why u so clumsy de..."cute rite...jus miss her lotxx lo!!as a reward jiu feed her eat noodle lo..haha although to others tis kind of things is super normal bt to me the time we spend together will always be saved in my heart...then meet her frenzzzz went cp then she did smth super swit lo she help me apply cream leh...wa melted lo...Baby promise me nt to leave me ^.^ i really cant afford to lost u...
BABY I ("v") YOU!!!
10:22 PM
Monday, July 21, 2008
YTD::
Met baby at Sk inter bused down to sim lim cause my lappy de RAM burnt due too over gamin and i went to a shop tat i usally will go to de bt its close so i went to a shop and ask wats the workin hour for tat shop and i donno why leh tat uncle jus called some ah chi pa liang ppl lo...lol ok nvm...the uncle tot i ah hai ah gonng ah tub lo...say wat lappy de RAM cost around 60+...cause i called and ask ah leong he say the ram onli cost 30++..ok nvm..so i rmb-ed theres a shop sells quite cheap thumb drive and rams so i went to tat shop...its so true tat the RAM jus cost $33.90 WTF lo the uncle wanna cheat me +*-% ok aft my lappy is fixed slack wit baby awhile then went to Mos burger aft our meal gt nth to do so walk around and we were landed at arcade lo pei baby play photo hunt so swit lo...seriously the time we spend together was quite short bt i try to spice up abit tats why...all the way we were lik crackin jokes disturbin each other and stuff leh haha...aft tat baby de uncle jiu called her cause her uncle cant contact her mum..and her ah yi called too..and told her she will bein goin to OG at bugis so baby decided to siam her so we bus-ed to Boon keng her uncle house there slack slack awhile pei her take lift to her uncle place and i head to Rap house le slack awhile went Hg mall for dinner at Kfc went arcadin to play max tune..jiu bus-ed home..i jus donno why whenever baby don sms me i miss her damn lotx lo~~~Grrhh..Tio virus le haha..
Today::
Meet baby in the mornin then pei her for breakfast i left gd impression to her frenZz sia haha...ok nvm fast forward k cause i sleepy liao haha...reach home bath and change jiu rush down rp...lyin to baby i still in sch haha...cause i wanna surpise her ma...so waited her at her sch de "emo corner" then i sms her claimin tat i left my things ok there she oso gong gong believe me leh lol...haha then still so dare sms me scold me clumsy lol...then euu noe wat when so saw me she lik over of breath lik tis leh then rush forward and hug me real tight i nearly die due to no breath lo haha jkin jkin...then while she's huggin she keep mubble omg omgomg haha so cute lo...i feelin tat she's the one and i really hope tat she's the one...then bus-ed back to sk buy mummy and meimei dinner then pei baby slack again haha...then send her home then meet rap for guitarin haaha...and i rushed hoome tot can pei baby on9 awhile bt when i on my com she text me sayin tat she's slpin le bt nvm...she's veri tired i noe and i wan her to rest more la..she lik goin to fall sick le keep stomachache...jus nw gt quite abit of tings happen...bad stuffs keep flashin in front of me i scare it will happen again...so i jus tell myself to stay string Trust and maintain the relationship as wat baby told me "No trust No lastin"
Baby i love euu lotxX missin euu nw bt euu are slpin liao...my super duper zhuzhu
take kiare guyzZz try to blog often^^
10:42 PM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Went sentosa today.. meet up wit john at 9+ reach vivo at 930 i guess so...went for breakfast at kopitam...ken they all play stunt lostill slpin they came at 12...i bought ticket for them le...trained to Beach station then walk to Cafe'Del ma then 1 section of the beach under reno so walk to another side of the beach wit volleyball net de went volleyball-ing and freesbeBaby i love euu ("v")
so pictures to get along take kiare all^^
Thats my Stupid face bein buried...
Jus scare tat euu cant see clearly wats written...ah ken randal chee how ah cheng john rongzhi des jason wrote "DON SAVE ME Thanks!!!"
John tio buried
John tio buried
John tio buried8:42 PM
Thursday, July 17, 2008
A BEST STEAD ISH LIKE A COMPUTER:I ''ENTER'' YOUR LIFE, '' SAVE '' YOU IN MY HEART, ''FORMAT'' YOUR PROBLEMS,AND NEVER ''DELETE'' U FROM MY MEMORY...:6:52 PM
Thursday, July 10, 2008
This few days went out wit Rap to play guitar haha...Don be shock YES i am playin guitar...romantic ok haha...then read zhuzhu de blog in class on tues..lol saw alot of funny pics and sad posts...tink its all abt it ba nth special to blog oso take kiare...9:48 PM
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Today :on9-ed chat wit des and i ask him out for lurch....bus-ed dwn at 11plus reach his house at 12++...see him dota le...called chee how and ask him and jason along too...
met at 3+ slack at arcade haha...saw tiffi at arcade haha bt nvr say hiie...cause ps lo...crappy us...then dinner at KFC..met jia hua...and saw JiaJia haha...quite swit la...if jiajia euu are readin tis i wanna say sorry cause abit ps jus nw so didn't talk much...then jia hua pei wo bus to hg mall meet jian ting and rap...and she went home...saw MJ at mac said hiie to her and she was lik ...."erm .. are euu joohniam...and aft tat she said WA euu slim down so much..."
12:02 AM
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