hello and welcome

it's all about me

Joohniam Lew Jun Hui.
14August'90
18+ years old
Simei ITE
Xiia0lam3r^.^ !
Friendster: lam3r
Msn: iamjoohniam@hotmail.com


How do we remember?
Is the brain a jar that holds our memories?
Then when we die, does the jar break?
Are our memories spilled on the ground and lost?
Or is the brain a map that leads down twisted paths and into hidden corners?

Then when we die, the map is lost but perhaps some explorer could wander through that strange landscape and find out the hiding places of our misplaced memories. I guess it was never meant to be...But just something we have no control over....and that's what destiny really is I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see. The strength that I will never be able to say.

I love when the sky is gray. When the dawn paints the roofs of the buildings and the sun is still hiding. The city is ours then. Right before everyone takes over, right when everyone is still sleeping. It’s hard to notice that it’s so cold when it’s this pretty.

I've been nothing but myself since the day I was born, and if you can't see that it's your failing, not mine.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

To frens:i'm at thailand so if wanna look for me contact me on mon 11plus or send me a sms i will get back to u asap

To Honey:Honey if euu gt read my blog i jus wanna tell euu i am at bangkok^.^

To Lollipop^.^:wo mei you forget abt euu lo...haha rmb don drink too much cold water and don tink too much k gt me wit euu ^.^...don so emo k if wanna miss me can la haha....hope to see ur text on mon^.^



Ytd chat wit lollipop till 2.30 then sleep till 5a.m bathe wash up and head to airport...checked in then go for breakfast 7.15 went to gate board the plane around 10a.m jiu reach thailand liao cabbed to hotel...GRANDE CENTERPOINT HOTEL...then go pray then go shop at patunam wrong spellin i tink till 6.30 went chinatown for seafood and nw at hotel blog lo...




Lollip0p...promise me don zi ba zi qi rmb gt me k^.^miss euu lotx lo cheeky girl haha

9:29 PM

Monday, May 19, 2008

I went sentosa on friday meet up wit gene at 12 went to his house pack stuff headed to kovan for lurch and he go get $$ frm his father...trained down to vivo and we were late...its nt my fault lo is gene...i am those kind who meet ppl either i will reach there earlier or sharp sharp de seldom late if late confirm gt smth crop up tats whyiie...so ok nvm reach vivo meet up wit kechong jian ting ruoyu and wan chin then wait for ryan and hao jie...aroun 2.30 or 2.45 took monorail to THE BEACH STATION the went to siloso beach for volley game haha...after 1hr or so we decide to go to the bar nearby where ryan gene haojie can bbq themselves haha and me jt ry wc went the the pool and slack haha so fun can....after everything went habour front inter for dinner and trained down to highland there de pub and slack...erm...aftertat jiu bused home le lo....

9:31 PM

Thursday, May 15, 2008

....i wan a xplaination frm euu euu fuckin pissed me off

7:08 AM

Sunday, May 11, 2008

11:24 PM

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Why so mani ppl around me are facein BGR probs...
And why its always because of a small fall back and fight till wanna break
...to me

DoctorJ^.^

i feel tat being together is a fate...
and there isn't anithing tat is 184 or 1314
to me i will jus cherish every moments
bein together is to solve things together
e.g"it take to hands to clap"
for relationship is the same if onli 1 side who is the onli person who always gif in to the relationship
their love will nt be as strong
and will jus fall apart sooner or later de...
in a relationship couples should solve their probs asap
rather then draggin and draggin and don wanna face the probx



"If euu peeps who are facin tis prob jus ask ur bf or gf to sit down and solve ur probx"


To all couple- last long
To all singles- find someone gd ba^^
To ppl who jus broke up- cheer up aft every rainy day the sun will still shine ^^



Honey i miss euu lotx i am w8in for u to come back :(

8:40 AM

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