hello and welcome

it's all about me

Joohniam Lew Jun Hui.
14August'90
18+ years old
Simei ITE
Xiia0lam3r^.^ !
Friendster: lam3r
Msn: iamjoohniam@hotmail.com


How do we remember?
Is the brain a jar that holds our memories?
Then when we die, does the jar break?
Are our memories spilled on the ground and lost?
Or is the brain a map that leads down twisted paths and into hidden corners?

Then when we die, the map is lost but perhaps some explorer could wander through that strange landscape and find out the hiding places of our misplaced memories. I guess it was never meant to be...But just something we have no control over....and that's what destiny really is I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see. The strength that I will never be able to say.

I love when the sky is gray. When the dawn paints the roofs of the buildings and the sun is still hiding. The city is ours then. Right before everyone takes over, right when everyone is still sleeping. It’s hard to notice that it’s so cold when it’s this pretty.

I've been nothing but myself since the day I was born, and if you can't see that it's your failing, not mine.

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Happy BIrthday
JIA HUA!!!!

9:26 PM

Monday, March 24, 2008

omg...I'M sick ...sore throat flu cough fever....haizZZ last sat called hui jing(ex toys"r"us fren)tat today meet out and go walk walk de and i ask jia si to tag along bt wat nw !!!i am ill!!!sobsob haizZz...noe no mood to type
1stly i am ill and too tired to type
2ndly too mani things happen ytd and today le....updatin nice songs for ppl who is readin my blog


<< Hope euu will lik it >>
alex fong & stephy tang - hao xin hao bao

12:37 PM

Saturday, March 22, 2008

I HAF A BLUR HONEY!!!!!

10:54 AM

Friday, March 21, 2008

HOPE YOU DON MIND STAY IN MY BLOG FOR 13MIN NEW UPLOADED SONGS ^.^ ENJOY



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Can you feel my world
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你只喜欢我微笑
你决定我的需要
我要怎么说才好
我不是为你制造
关心像是泥沼
拉住我往下掉
还是漂亮口号
诱惑你的视角
你把我的喜欢好随便删掉
变成你要的调调

你为我好我知道我都知道
我的烦恼我的骄傲你却不明了
怎样爱你才好
毕竟黑豹需要自由奔跑
不能满足于拥抱

can you feel my world
真实的我没办法伪造
can you take my hand
真诚你会感觉到

can you feel my world
真实的我没办法伪造
并不想讨好
你才觉得我重要


你只要我有礼貌
其它假装看不到
我要怎么说才好
当我的情绪低潮

关心像是泥沼
拉住我往下掉
还是漂亮口号
诱惑你的视角
你把我的喜欢好随便删掉
变成你要的调调

你为我好我知道我都知道
我的烦恼我的骄傲你却不明了
怎样爱你才好
毕竟黑豹需要自由奔跑
i keep coming back for more

rap:
日日夜夜我闭着双眼祈祷
为什么只有我的音乐能够让我依靠
我知道我的世界已经变得越来越小
跑不掉逃不了
怎么面带着微笑
怎么面对着你才好
怎么眼泪都在掉
怎么嘴嘟著好严肃这不是哭著就好
什么旋律在我的脑袋一直转一直绕
意志力一直撑著我再一次祷告
帮助我
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你的香气
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玫瑰凋谢的一瞬间
留下的香气让我不解追溯从前
打开记忆的图片
花开的季节背叛曾经上演
直到这刻才发现
我己经真的真的走远
这属于你的香气
我已经不再挂念
曾经爱过可惜已经
找不到线索
某年某月就算再让
我与你挂身而过
我已不是我
你触碰不了我的心中
那最深的角落
曾经的痛我已经
让它孤单坠落
时间慢慢流过
让我们选择好好的过
执着着什么
你的香气已弥漫风中
而我有云淡风清的天空
玫瑰凋谢的一瞬间
留下的香气让我不解追溯从前
打开记忆的图片
花开的季节背叛曾经上演
直到这刻才发现
我己经真的真的走远
这属于你的香气
我已经不再挂念
曾经爱过可惜已经
找不到线索
某年某月就算再让
我与你挂身而过
我已不是我
你触碰不了我的心中
那最深的角落
曾经的痛我已经
让它孤单坠落
时间慢慢流过
让我们选择好好的过
执着着什么
你的香气已弥漫风中
而我有云淡风清的天空

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Teardrops on My Guitar
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Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need

Everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful,
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me,
I laugh cause it's so funny
I can't
Even see
Anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love,
He's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me,
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes,
So perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She'd better hold him tight,
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone,
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

'Cause He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up,
But there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into.

Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see

9:45 PM

today i am rather moodless ya...a bad news broke up to me..."she had left me" after she told me de things...i went to meet didi...and we went to time gym and went swimmin...i jus cant stop tinkin abt time we met,the time we chatted on the phone i jus miss her la...haizZZ nvm....hope things between me and her well be better...ok then after swimmin went to xfire to buy PPC then went for dinner...then jiu bus home...theres a girl in her 19s or 20s de board the bus and her ez-link has no more credit liao then she walked to the back and ask a auntie to lik change for her coins...its lik $50 leh...then the auntie said..."xiiaojie auntie onli gt $27 leh"then i oso donno wat happen la jiu dig for coins lo..and i found $1.10 the i was lik "xcuse me erm i haf coins...at first she tot i wanna change wit her 50 bucks...then i said its ok la...jus let euu take the coins lo..and she smiled and said thk euu.."bt now while bloggin i am stilll tinkin abt the girl who broke the news to me...why tis things always happen to me i wonder...

9:31 PM

Monday, March 17, 2008

sorri ppl i noe it has been a very long time since i had blog...mani things happen to me...broke up wit jia en ....frens..money and stuffs...haizZz nvm...at least i got my gan they treat me reall good haha honey and mummy both of them are always by my side when i'm down thx...i miss honey lotxx lo...hhaaha helpei her countdown to the day shes flyin back to sg haha left 28days onli...then on the 18th i will be bringing her to vivo...as wat i had promised her...haha....tell euu something she go and cut WAWA hair lo...so cute...




nice rite haha...was studyin at melion there..ahah ya studyin!!!haha tot of takin another pic at nite de bt than the si jesslyn la took my photo go take pic till my phone no bat lo...bt nvm haha...there really is a gd place very relaxin haha....




1st time zak went in 3min tio down cause hb off le i donno still happily talkin to lam3r darlIn haha....2nd time is down le bt too mani unhelm le...
so ya tryin my luck now ....take kiare all and sorri for inactive bloggin cause
1.no mood
2.donno wad actually to blog oso ^.^

7:38 PM

Sunday, March 2, 2008

click it its a cute swit short animae

11:59 AM

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