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Joohniam Lew Jun Hui.
14August'90
18+ years old
Simei ITE
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How do we remember?
Is the brain a jar that holds our memories?
Then when we die, does the jar break?
Are our memories spilled on the ground and lost?
Or is the brain a map that leads down twisted paths and into hidden corners?
Then when we die, the map is lost but perhaps some explorer could wander through that strange landscape and find out the hiding places of our misplaced memories.
I guess it was never meant to be...But just something we have no control over....and that's what destiny really is
I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see. The strength that I will never be able to say.
I love when the sky is gray. When the dawn paints the roofs of the buildings and the sun is still hiding. The city is ours then. Right before everyone takes over, right when everyone is still sleeping. It’s hard to notice that it’s so cold when it’s this pretty.
I've been nothing but myself since the day I was born, and if you can't see that it's your failing, not mine.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
hiie i'm back....
Ytd was another friday for me...release sch went home bath and change
and train down to look for my dearest deardear....haha
at first she was suppose to lik release at 3.30 then was in lrt recieve her sms sayin tat she had release...haha then reply her and ask her to wait for me at the 12 de bustop i go meet her lo cause she need nt walk to mrt station to meet me cause she so LAZY!! mayde partly oso she is carryin her whole lotxXx of books ba ok nvm use to it le haha....
then after tat nvm leh....i wait at the bus stop for her
cause she is takin 196 ma...then i saw a bus 196 come to my stop i was lik so happi lo....bt then at the same time horh...i feel tat tat zhu fell asleep le lo...then when the bus left and
see no sight of her wo jiu sms sayin"zhu where euu le"...then i recieve her call euu noe wat she say"Dear i fell asleep and i miss bus-stop i am at the next bus stop...."see i told euu she is a lazy pig rite...haha...if shes nw readin my post she will confirm lik..."gf euu woo and choose de lo...."hhaa then went to the nex bus stop met her le...then she keep naggin and naggin abt how ppl treat her today haha...then bo bian lo "llss"must listen if nt tio scoldin again haha...then sayang her lo...she say so mani things horh is jus wa me to sayang de lo...this girl..hahawan me sayang jiu say ma horh...haha...then bus down to bedok inter for dinner
she ordered nasi lemak for me and she oso ordered 1 for herself la..then i bought a very big watermelon dessert lo...haha $5 big servin for tat zhu lo...haha...then bus-ed to her house...then she go charge her phone and then both of us went downstair and slack...chatted chatted haha...then she went up to take her phone and hw and BABY PILLOW...at first is wanna bus down to maama house de bt then wann buy something for her and cheer her up so...brought her to DT...then while walkin guess wa i saw kenny and rion...ytd mornin i oso saw them lo...in bus hug i was lik so jealous then i told ken.."today i am so jealous lo in bus keep huggin rion"then he came forward and hug me....2 GAYS wit their gf....haha...then i told dear dear i wanna do something impt and dangerous...then she was lik "dear can do go ma..."haha...so cute and swit lo ha...then after tat i told her i will be back....i ran and buy her a anklet should be correct spellin haha...then i hide it in my bag leh...cause i ask her to call me in 5mins time ma....then called me twice i oso donno lo cause hp on sshhhh mode haha....then when i walk back she was lik...sadsad de lo...then i ask her whyiie euu lik tis scare scare is it then she was lik gif me the topid face no no nt scare bt her face already write..SCARE !!! haha...then aftertat wanna go take bus on the way saw ken again...he was lik holdin onto a bowl lo...he go play the catcher haha..then dear so a doggy...she say very cute then wo jiu challage ken lo...sayin see who can catch it first haha...then ken steady lo...he put a dollar coin and 1 try jiu get dao le...so scary lo..haha my doggy was stuck wit a bow..the bowl la..and then is lik so difficult to catch lo....then when the clipper went down laopo and face was lik gonggong de lo...then so lucky catch dao the bowl...lo then decided to let let bobby haf the bowl lo...then ah ken down there can catch the dog can catch...
then i ask her leh"dear euu wan the dog ma she was lik smilin then i went and change coins lo....haha then was lik fated de lo...cause the catcher will random the nubers of legs de ma then the timer stop at 3 leh...alot of legs lo...gt 5 legs then when the hook was release to catch the doggy...her face was really gonggong and stan lo...haha should video down lo...and when the doggy was lik secure le horh i look at her leh and guess wat...she hug me lo and steal a kiss away and say so loud lo AI SI NI LE DEAR....so ps lo donno ken gt heard nt hahaa....then ken bu shuang he say he spend 9 or 10 dollars for the same item i gt and i jus spend 2 dollars haha...then laopo sit down there keep on smilin lo haha...topid girl lo...seriously aong all my ex rite i sayang and love her the most lo haha....then thought of playin pool...bt rion no ez link or ic to proof tat she is 15<>
reach maama house le she gave me a kiss wo jiu bus home le...slept in the bus lik veri fast jiu reach bedok le lo..haha then reach home around 11-30 then bath and stuff on9 awhile jiu go sleep le...tat zhu say wanna call me de LIED to me lo....she fell alseep lo...haha
now on phone wit her and she gif me a lame xcuse...2nd uncle use house phone make me wait till fell asleep...diiao rite...lame xcuse haha....
Hate tat i luv euu
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