it's all about me
Joohniam Lew Jun Hui.
14August'90
18+ years old
Simei ITE
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How do we remember?
Is the brain a jar that holds our memories?
Then when we die, does the jar break?
Are our memories spilled on the ground and lost?
Or is the brain a map that leads down twisted paths and into hidden corners?
Then when we die, the map is lost but perhaps some explorer could wander through that strange landscape and find out the hiding places of our misplaced memories.
I guess it was never meant to be...But just something we have no control over....and that's what destiny really is
I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see. The strength that I will never be able to say.
I love when the sky is gray. When the dawn paints the roofs of the buildings and the sun is still hiding. The city is ours then. Right before everyone takes over, right when everyone is still sleeping. It’s hard to notice that it’s so cold when it’s this pretty.
I've been nothing but myself since the day I was born, and if you can't see that it's your failing, not mine.
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
BACK blogging for euu peeps haha!!
i wasn't in sg between thurs till sun....don feel weird when u see me on9 those few days cause
i brought moii lappy along wit me haha....
ok la let me share wit all of u abt my trip ba...
DAY 1
Chat on the phone wit 1 of my fren till 3++a.m then go and catch some sleep cause haf to wake up at 4.30a.m haha ya its jus 1hr++ de sleep i now haha bt nvm...then woke up brush teeth bath and pack my charger and stuffs jiu ok le....lock the doors and we left the house...headed to amk to find my gugu and cousin then drived down the road...to "thus"on the way i was messagin...haha guess wat i messaged around 3 or 4 smses to a her and guess wat no reply frm her...haha i don blame u la...pei wo chat till so late haha...euu are forgiven see i am so gd horh haha....ZHUZHU lo euu haha....then sms baby sayin i am leavin and see asked me t take kiare tats all frm her haha....then slept in the car till 9+...stopped the car and had mee soto for breakfast..the noodle is lik so eer~* ya lo haha then went back to the car and continue listenin to my songs and fell asleep again haha...when i open my eyes again i am at KL le haha...bt i cant go there and shop!!!! i wan baby milo's jacket i heard frm my M'sia fren she say it cost her around RM60 bucks for the jacket onli leh!!!!ah!!!i oso wan lo....haiZzz....then 45mins ltr jiu reach gentin de half mountain then haf our lurch its already 11++le jus nice cause we go up can check in le and can get our rm le....we were checked into 27951,27943,27037 tower 2...ya our 3 rm anione stayed in those rm before?? haha...then went back rm changed and went shoppin wit brenthen went snookerin wit him shop awhile jiu go for dinner le haha....at where euu noe
AH YI....eat bao yu lo...is lik so small and not full at all and for the whole table it cause my ah gong 1500++ lo siiao de...haha bt once in awhile la haha....after that went back rm took my lappy went starbucks to on9...when i on moii com i wish tat all my gan and 2 impt ppl wil on9 lo...they are the most impt to me....bt onli 1 on9 lo...waited till 12++ i cant tahan le the weather there damn shiok lo feel real sleepy bt still tahan...bt another one still neber and i am lik so sad lo...on9 so happily hopin she on9-ed bt she wasn't nvm haha i don blame u kk...cause euu workin ma...<>SMILE!!! ^^
DAY 2:
Woke up at 9.30 brought my sis my cousin and ben to 28th floor for breakfast haha...after breakfast i go shop le haha....bought 2 tees 1 polo shirt haha....then shop shop play play till 6 meet up in the rm then jiu head for dinner...ah ma and ah gong nvr tag along cause erm....i till they nt feelin well or something la..nvm haha then went yun kong to haf dinner i faourvite eattin place haha...then tis young lady servin us is lik my age ba i tink then fair fair swit swit de lol...mummy daddy gugu they all keep sayin she's swit and stuff haha....euu noe ma everyone at gentin their faces lik ppl own them alot of money or they lost alot of money lik tis de lo...see le jiu sian...and the most sucky thing is at gentin its lik where-ever euu go got putput de smell lo...haha...then aft tat went back to the rm and tatke my lappy again bt today went to coffee bean haha the drinks are cheaper there and the internet is lik so good 100% connection lo starducks 58% nia....bt bo bian if wan torn must go starbucks cause it open till 6am coffee bean till 2am nia...haha then i am so happi can....then all of them on9-ed haha!!!!i miss them lotx lo...and i can confirm got 1 of them miss me till lik hell lo...haha i told euu le even i am oversea i will still on9 pei u de ma correct did i break my promise?nvr rite so trust me no other promises will be broken by me le k gougoushou haha....then online till 2 plus...its lik so funny lo i still remember 1.54am i took my lap charger and my lappy bag run all the way to starbucks haha nearly fell haha...bt heng la nvr then....fatser on9 then she was lik wa so fats haha...bt the bloody starbucks internet DC-ed i am so pissed can i went and scold them lo....i am halfway chattin leh jus abt to say goodnite lo....!!!!BLOODY STARBUCKS!!!!!!!haha bt i will still go for coffee la haha....then hotel swit hotel le
DAY 3 :
today haha...woke up 10 plus le i oso donno whyiie lo sleep till so late then wake up last than 5mins ah ma jiu call me le ask me accompany her go for breakfast then...aftertat i went to buy a jeans tat cost me RM119 wa ex lo...haha then went back rm rest awhile then go shop shop haha...and i gave someone a big surpise haha....i called her and i was lik "hello "...then she was so shock and shouted lo haha..funny lo...haha then she told me tat she will on9 at 10.30 then can pei wo chat bt i called her and tell her i catchin a movie I am ...something de i forgot le haha..then the show end at 11 leh i feel real bad lo donno why leh lol....then the show end le i chiong to starbucks i on9 leh she wasn't on9..haizZz at tat point of time is sad bt more to the worry side cause i tot she say she 10.30 will on9...then 11+ i called and she on the way home...sobsob....then waited till 12+ then she on9 pei her chat awhile and feel tat in her convo shes lik troubled and stuff feelin so bad lo i wasn't by her side when she need me....haiZzzZz...then jiu chat chat she cant on9 long cause her papa scoldin her so she left the convo in 5mins time lo aiya nvm la i am nt so petty lo haha..so sian lo on9 talk to baby then always fight de i am so sian lo...TIRED go walk walk then went for last snap shot haha....
Day4:
Had breakfast then jiu go home le..haha..then drive to 216km there and saw a nike shoe very nice lo and i bought it its ex lo RM399!!!haha bt i lik it very much haha....nth much abt le...then reach sg recieve 21messages haha...then sms ppl who are impt to me and tell them i am back lo....
^ so swit la i am so jealous lo haha
^ i lik tat cap lo regret not buyin it haha
^ RM399 nike shoe haha haven tie lance haha
^ nice rite haha
^things i bought
^ last day 4+ near 5 am still zilian-ing lol
^another zilian de pic haha
9:56 AM
^ so swit la i am so jealous lo haha
^ i lik tat cap lo regret not buyin it haha
^ nice rite haha
^ last day 4+ near 5 am still zilian-ing lol
