it's all about me
Joohniam Lew Jun Hui.
14August'90
18+ years old
Simei ITE
Xiia0lam3r^.^ !
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Msn: iamjoohniam@hotmail.com
How do we remember?
Is the brain a jar that holds our memories?
Then when we die, does the jar break?
Are our memories spilled on the ground and lost?
Or is the brain a map that leads down twisted paths and into hidden corners?
Then when we die, the map is lost but perhaps some explorer could wander through that strange landscape and find out the hiding places of our misplaced memories.
I guess it was never meant to be...But just something we have no control over....and that's what destiny really is
I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see. The strength that I will never be able to say.
I love when the sky is gray. When the dawn paints the roofs of the buildings and the sun is still hiding. The city is ours then. Right before everyone takes over, right when everyone is still sleeping. It’s hard to notice that it’s so cold when it’s this pretty.
I've been nothing but myself since the day I was born, and if you can't see that it's your failing, not mine.
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY!!!
8:45 PM
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Patricia honey
see euu ask honey update wo jiu update le haha...
i beri guai rite...
erm this few days really veryvery moody...
....
let me blog abt wat i can remember
::_SATURDAY_::
went sentosa ...mornin go and meet gene..
then took bus to kovan go find his daddy and take money
...then walk to kovan mrt station the funnest things is this...
the train reach le and we chiong down...haha i slip in jus in time bt gene did not...lol left him behind and headed stright to habour front to me her and wendy....
went for volleyball...then after tat alot and alot of stuffs happen which i don wish to say abt it....
jus in case i *%+=...again..
at nite barney jio-ed me go parkway pak po0l at first is wanna go escape de cause halloween nite ma tats y
then...
i oso donno whyiie i am so silly to treat her so good when she treat me lik shit bt nvm....
i don wanna because of her lost moii frenzZZ
XUEQI
SERENE
NANA
FREnzz 4evea haha...
btw they are moii pool kaki
haha
_+_SUN_+_
went DG meet ahgui and angel....
erm then after tat went bugis...shopsho awhile baobeii called ahgui and said she reach
bugis le...went to meet her at bugis mrt station
shes lik cute can haha....BAOBEII 4EVEA haha...
then went mos makan..went acrade play play awhile....
take 80 headed to serangoon find ederlyn....slack awhile went to pak po0l after tat chiong to the crab party or watever for dinner ..cause moii ahma birthday
HAPPI BIRTHDAY AHMA!!lol
doubt she can see tis
nvm at least better than nth ma wuxim jiu can le haha!!
erm...after the dinner went NTUC buy green tea home haha.....
NTH else le ba...
=Mon=
Went to sch then erm play po0l la....then erm...i us noe tat moii skills suddenly drop till very!!!
donno whyiie i tink it got to do with mood ba...cause last week i am lik so good lo...
lol not praisin moiiself or wat la but its true lo
today tues oso play till lik SHIT lo....i tink i got to channel moiiself back then play back po0l ba...
tats all ba...
i tink will take another long time to blog sorri guys...tag me more often haha....
8:00 PM
Monday, October 22, 2007
Suddenly things and memories jus flash pass
I will never forget how euu leave me...
fight everyday...but i had gave in alot le...if theres a choice
to turn back the time i will turn back 2years ago...bt as wat euu said i appeared 2 years ltr..
WO mi luo le
bt whyiie euu are not wit me whyiie...
ppl always say
If euu can find someone better than me i am willin to let go of euu and let u find ur happiness
euu happy wo jiu happy....
COCK!!!
i'm tired..
real tired of everything...
Sprain dao moii hand hope it can recover tomolo bt pain pain
and lik got abit zong zong lik tis
Do euu noe when u enter the mrt station
i am behind u?i wanna see u the last
time and euu left me with jus ur
back view ............................
是非题
每段故事都有一篇剧情
每段爱情都像动人旋律
一颗真心却只向着你前进
也许爱越单纯越着迷
你是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能诚实面对自己
我们从不开口那个言语
那一句我爱你
永远像少了勇气
别人都说
我和你之间的关系
没有人相信只有关心
我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题
总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待
爱情盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情
i am waitin for ur call i need u
7:55 PM
Sunday, October 21, 2007

Things did not went well ...
THX CHRISTINA...
everything euu said to me i had really reflect..
promise me must treat mummy better
I don noe how to tell everyone how i feel bt tis is wat i am facin today
_:_MOOD_;_emo☑ confused☑sad_:_DAY_:_☑ moody
♥ 爱 我 别 走
Have anyone really think before u say anithing?
People always say wo ai ni 184 3344 is all crap can...
bt why no one will say him or her will cherish the time being wit u....
MIA-eD
10:32 PM
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Friday went bugis wit minxue,acc her to buy a handbag then went bugis junction meet abby....walkwalk then went bugis street buy things and guess who i saw HUIMIN haha...she was workin over there tat day....then went lavender go doono listen to walk study talk....then headed too cine makan at the hongkong tea house pak po0l....i win 4-1 haha abby jiayou on ur po0l la haha...then trained her till clementi and donno where she dropped....is either boonlay or jurong east ba....
ok tats all for fri now sat le
Sat erm 2.30pm reached BUGIS ya bugis again haha shop around and found moiiself another cardigan grey and white strip de sobsob pok le la no more money le.....then meet kristie and shoppin at 3.10...then met rachel and mel and fel and glenn and xiiaobeE....after awhile cabbed down to cappage go singsong lol....then sing till 8.30 headed to ps...makan and makan then send mel fel shoppin go take cab at first wanna go meet meiqi de bt ....aiya..don say le so fan can...then went arcade saw ben and fel and other gamers haha....noe a new fren AH MEN haha......then last train went home in train kristie pei wo chat till reach home...bathed and AH MEN called me and chat till 3am haha...
tats all ba and endin wit some pics haa

act co0l bodah haha

Xiia0lamER 184 haha
haHAA...co0l horh haha
TAKE KIARE ALL
2:41 PM
Sunday, October 7, 2007
loL i think it willl be a long post again cause i had not lik blog for 10 dayS le....
haha
erm recently i did nth much lo work go out slack lo...haiZZz
ok la i jus gotta blog abt ytd....
Before i start anything i wanna say SORRY to BOIIFREN
cause its really too late to eet euu at 2+at tbru plaza
sorri next time kk
ok at first tot of meetin honey at kovan de bt then i sms-ed her pat i tink she is asleep so nvm next time ba...so rang up cyn and ask her whether
she is goin out ma and she said shes goin out wit limin bt haven confirm
yet so i ask her come kovan pei wo then see where to go and stuff la
she reached at 1+ went mac eat then she said she
wanna buy skinnys so brought her to sunday auntie there
tighten moii pants again haha....ok then i promise her to buy her shades
at Far east bought her shades lo then called peirong ask wit baobao reached cine at first wanna lik gif baobao a surpise bt cine is too big to find ppl le i was lik suspecting she will be a ljs then i lik aiya call peirong la so i called and indeed they are at ljs....then went 8th floor play po0l wa so long neber touch p0ol le can luckily moii skill neber go down 0%haha then
cabbed down CQ slack around at yakun makan BREAD then shop shop xiaoobi lol lo keep dancin and dancin....then walk till 9+all went home is lik so early can then took 147 wit bao bao and miss giggle slack wit baobao at her house nearby till 11 then took 159 home...alighted at compass took 163 then saw moo-ci-tan and daniel then chat awhile then headed home chat on the phone till erm 1+ then jiu orhorh le thats all.........
JUST OWNED:
meiling:GAN,shashaLAOPO
CAB Ahgirl:GAN,honey
MEIQI:GONGZHU
take kiare all
9:46 AM