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Joohniam Lew Jun Hui.
14August'90
18+ years old
Simei ITE
Xiia0lam3r^.^ !
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Msn: iamjoohniam@hotmail.com


How do we remember?
Is the brain a jar that holds our memories?
Then when we die, does the jar break?
Are our memories spilled on the ground and lost?
Or is the brain a map that leads down twisted paths and into hidden corners?

Then when we die, the map is lost but perhaps some explorer could wander through that strange landscape and find out the hiding places of our misplaced memories. I guess it was never meant to be...But just something we have no control over....and that's what destiny really is I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see. The strength that I will never be able to say.

I love when the sky is gray. When the dawn paints the roofs of the buildings and the sun is still hiding. The city is ours then. Right before everyone takes over, right when everyone is still sleeping. It’s hard to notice that it’s so cold when it’s this pretty.

I've been nothing but myself since the day I was born, and if you can't see that it's your failing, not mine.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

updated ^.^




Happy chinese new year may all ur wishes come truth ^.^

11:03 PM

Sunday, November 30, 2008

SENTOSA TRIP YTD!!!



A phone call in the mornin frm gene confirm-in wit me abt the sentosa trip...be4 he confirm i had already book-ed bt bo bian he book-ed out le then confirm and i super feel lik goin sentosa for volley so i went and i will meet another group at nite.. met-up wit ryan & co and say crystal & co over there...


at 6 plus recieve a call frm angie askin wat time am i goin down then she pass to phone to kris then settled everything time and place and stuff jiu go and wash up le...wa @#%$# sentosa no money is it...i think the basin oso let out more water than the shower tap la...lik WTF!! bt nvm wash up le changed le..went back to the beach and say byebye haha...noe quite a numbers of frens bt they are lik 2x de so ok la nt bad..


Rush-ed down frm vivo to parkway the freak-ing jam mak me so tulan lo!!!!!! i'm in a rush man i don lik to be late de...bt bo bian sorri guys...walk-ed to mac meet up wit them bt i onli saw kris ,angie and caixia..nvm went for dinner cause i havin gastric liao..had nasi lemak and lychee drink...i somehw feel tat me and her is lik closer le lo aft tat big fight it seems to bring us closer so ya hopefully ba...then pei caixia go get her stuff at LIM'S then go meet up wit jon and hong yuan...10.30 left mac and i send her home..then afttat bus to the train station and train home...reach home near 12...messagin her all the way..hey jus wanna say don tink to much i wat i told u is wat i really feel...nth will change and every single word its frm the bottom of my heart de ^.^

8:46 AM

Saturday, November 29, 2008

8:52 AM

Monday, November 24, 2008

I WILL NT BE BLOGGING TIS FEW WEEKS I AM SUPER BUSY SORRY PEEPS

10:37 PM

Monday, October 20, 2008

i really feel lik a super pussy nw...
i jus donno how to discribe my freaking feelin nw
can anyone tell me wat to do?
am i smth to u?
am i wanted by u?
bt why u treat me lik nth?
can i ask you smth
wat am i to u and why u treat me lik tis?
i try to put in all my effort to win u back bt wat i get back?
i get back lik nth..
i know you are sick bt why u don tell me?
i really donno wat to do nw...

4:06 PM

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Haha I PASS-ED my BTT!!!
so happy can haha...
thx baby for support-ing me...ok lets blog abt ytd and today ba...
ok sch till 12 plus and bus-ed home changed le then jiu go amk meet jiahua vien and baby...bt vien and baby meet us ltr haha...the most funny part is tis i lied to baby cause she nvr call me when she release le...so when she called me i told her that i am still at home her reaction was lik HUH!!!ok nvm you slowly come down ok..hahathen vien called jiahua then i snatch the phone and ask her to keep it as a secert don tell her..the they reach-ed liao baby still donno i at amk liao then i rush forward and hug her she was so shock lo and gave me a kuku face sia haha...then lepak baby till 7plus she send me to SSDC and she went home liao thx baby i love you....

Today:
Met baby then she acc me down to SSDC walk-ed me over too leh...I am so touch-ed can she's sick today bt still pei me all the way baby i love you lotxx



Baby,
i cannot afford to lost you lo haha although we are together onli 5 days bt you are the onli one can make me feel so wanted lo!!
LOVE YOU HEAPS!!!("v")

9:48 PM

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Ytd went ssdc for my car prac 1 so cool and fun lo...then went batok meet vien..aft meetin vien liao..saw a cute girl at the station and it happen to be vien's classmate...so i asked vien to intro her to me lo...haha...then went ms catch some stupid toy and went home liao..otw home text my dearest and called her when i reach home..we chatted for nearly 3hrs and suddenly both of our chemical xploded..and we were tgt liao lo...haha...
Today
went ssdc for prac2 meet eddy and saw alvin chan colin and geraldine over there..aft-tat eddy and her gf took train wit me and they left at sun plaza...and i train-ed down to batok and look for baby..and its my first time goin shatec la lost my way at first bt within mins ltr i found -.- ...baby if u are readin tis euu must be feelin blessed to haf such a CLEVER!! bf horh haha...then went ah jo bbq slack chat bus-ed home wit john
THE END!!

1:03 AM

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